How can I keep up with myself? How do I manage?

Hello again. I've noticed that there is an active reader. You are appreciated.

Rereading my blogs is a bit difficult, I have changed a lot since I had posted them. Isn't that amazing? Looking at the words and thoughts from my past self is so awe-inspiring.

I cannot believe I have been able to grow so much. I'm very proud of everything I have been able to do.

Let me ask you something, how can we contact the deepest parts of ourselves, while being surrounded by those whom may not understand that they are ignorant to their ignorance?

What are we to do?

How can we release the idealized expectations we create from the presence of another person?

How complex are our thoughts? Is there a way to quantity them? What would it be worth if we could?

I'm not very good at math, but I'm learning..

I'm not very good at being empathetic or intuitive, but I am trying..

I'm not very good at being a partner, or a lover. But I am trying.

Today that's what I will ask from you. Give it a try.

As always, you are cherished. I love you.

-Amir M. K.